"Heavy Load"
In 2nd Corinthians, chapter twelve, the apostle Paul
addresses the fact that he has been given the flesh; the
messenger of Satan to buffet him, lest he should be
exalted above measure. In more common terms, he has been
given a burden of affliction to weight him down. Now
upon first reading the chapter, one might suppose that
this is harsh treatment to such a wonderful worker of
God. The very fact that Paul prayed to God on three
different occasions, asking him to remove this thing to
no avail would seem to be alarming to a believer. The
only response God gave to Paul was the statement that
"My grace is sufficient for thee." This was probably not
the answer that Paul wanted to hear. After
consideration, Paul stated that "Most gladly therefore
will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of
Christ may rest upon me." The apostle realized that the
burden was not punishment, but rather a stabilizer to
help keep him grounded. A heavy load might not be as bad
as one might think. The weightier we are, the less
chance we have to be blown away by the winds from the
storms of life.
I know that many times Christians seem to be burdened
down with so many trials that one might think that God
did not love them. I know we have all heard the term
"tough love"; this might just be the case when God
doesn't move the heavy load we are carrying. He knows
that this weight may keep us on our knees in prayer and
meditation, which is a good thing. Many characters in
the bible carried heavy loads, but God was always there
to help them through every situation, and his grace is
still sufficient today. So remember the burden you're
trying to pray away, may just be your stabilizer to keep
you grounded.
Brother Eddie Allen